i can't stand it anymore!!!!

i am enough to all those stupid feeling!!!

they effected me!!!

effected my study....

my emotion....

even my stupid attitude!!!!!!

what la....

what you want...

just tell....

don't let me guess!!!!

please...

i really can't stand it!!!!

why you can't leave me alone???

why???

just let me be alone...

stop using that kind of eye looking at me!!

stop it!!!

please....

if u want me to stop in love with euu!!!

我在面对现实。。。。

我要走出悲伤！！！！！

To:-
Panda aka lazy pig....

你做初一，我做十五。。。

我不会放过你的！！！！

你最好小心点。。。。

我不会再把你当作好人般看待了！！！

你是无赖。。。

下流。。。。

卑鄙。。。。

无耻。。。。。

给我收敛一下！！！！！

i <3>my lent:-
i bought a contact lens...
is it in purple colors...
i <3>
haha...
by the way...
i still feel unhappy....
because....
i finally find out that panda aka lazy pig is lying all the time!!!
firstly i believed him de!!!
but after few week i think probably...
i will not believing him dd....
lately...
my friend told me that "something..something"...
i really had shock!!!!
that i find out...
he was lying to me all the time!!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!
T___T
i had been lied by my own lovers....
i am really sad...
so start form today....
i will not be nice to you anymore....
panda aka lazy pig!!!!
我要你等着瞧!!!!

tired:-

i am really tiring....

you know what??

coz i keep on pretend that i am your friend..

i am tired about that!!!!!

really....

i "friend" back with you is because i don want you go call the boy help you!!!!

i don know why you doing that....

i don know are you stupid or crazy...

you think i will listen that who i like when i'm angry someone??!!

i tell you la....

NO!!!!

i wont...

okay...

so hope this time you will wont be so stupid and crazy dd....

and i hope you will understand...

this will be my last time talk with you and talk bad about you.....

cause i don want argue with you anymore...

this also will me last!!!!

bye...

and never see.....

disappoited:-

so disappoited la...

suddenly feel like that!!!

how???!!

haiz....

i think i really give up you liao~~ 

下了决心:-
我下了一个很不好的决心....

那就是...

放弃他....(lazy pig aka panda)

因为...

我不想在被欺负,和上伤心了.....

我希望着决心会实现....

我也希望我能做得到.......

让我说最后一次,也希望是真的最后一次说.....

我爱你 lazy pig aka panda......

我已对你没希望了.....
不自不觉中...

我开始怀疑我还喜欢你吗....

我开始怀疑我还当你是朋友吗......

我开始觉得我与你的关系开始疏远了吗....

我开始觉得我们将会永远不再联络......

我也开始害怕了.....

难道我们不能在做朋友吗???

你不再在乎我吗:-
我真的不懂该怎么说...

你所选择的答案~~~

我真的很想告诉你~~

"你真的不再在乎我吗???"

"你真的要将对我吗???"

我真的有很多东西想对你说.....

可我却说不出口......

can u tell me what should i really do??

i am so freaking suffer about this~~

& i also don know how to face it...

i really hope you will help me solve all this problem...

but...

i know it wont happen de......

很累:-
2day...stupid the me...

is pretend happy every time when i saw him....

i really want to tell panda aka lazy pig that...

i still like him...

i cant 4get about him...

maybe i can do it...

but i need time~~

---------------------------------
actually 2day i suppose to be happy de...

because is teachers' day~~

when i saw him....

i feel until...

my heart is broking,piece by piece....

i cant do anything...

just only can pretend tat i am happy & enjoy the day~~

and i also feel until he treat me the attitude is changed...

so...

now at home the me...

is tired bout 2day pretend so much in front of him....

i hope he saw i am happy..

on 2 day last day de him~~~