真的很想死啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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你不会原谅我...
我也不会原谅我自己....
这是我自己的约定...
与你无关...
我..
也开始...
对自己...
失望了...
好想好想死...
我这次...
真的心好痛...
我终于明白....
我真的让你心痛和失望...
对不起...
我也对不起我自己的心...
我发现...
我还爱你的...
对不起...
我再也欺骗不辽自己..
我是傻海!!!!!!!!!!!

since when i start liking to pretend my self??
since when i start tat??
izit bcoz..
wanna let u knw...
i'm fine....
everything are fine??
or...
i don wanna u knw..
i'm sad??
i'm angry...
i'm missing u...
T^T
no one knw wat i feel n think..
did u knw??
haha...
yeaaa...
description for my self are...
stupid,dam dam,idiot,fucker,bitch...
i think not enough la...
haha

眼泪...
渐渐在我的生活里...
变成了我的好朋友...
现在的我...
又回到以前的我...
变回那个胆小又怕事的人了...
呵呵...
是不是很可笑...
连我自己也笑自己了....
哈哈....
其实..
我真的不懂为什么...
我会将...
哈哈...
small little thing happen..
den feel like crying jor...
haha...
suck like shit la me..

你应该不懂我的感觉吧....
如果我告诉你...
真正告诉我的人不是我的outside friends...
你会怎样???
haha...
我不敢去想...
因为"他"告诉我...
说你会讨厌我...
而我是害怕你真的会讨厌我...
同时我也害怕会失去你...
所以...
我决定逃避你...
当你跟我讲话时...
我的心真的很痛....
对不起...
every thing..
bcoz of me...
it changed to unhappy ending...
sorry andy yang qi feng...
i seriously cant tell u de true..
i'm sorry...
at the same time..
i remove u from my fb n msn...
so i re-add u at fb 1st...
if u accept means u still treat me as ur friend...
after tat i will re-add u in my msn...
if u dont re-accept it...
okay...
i understand...
coz is my fault...
coz i stupid go believe tat boy...
believe everything he say..
tat y everything bcum like tis...
once again..
andy yang qi feng...
i'm sorry...
我真的是真心的说....
对不起....

[ time ]...

everyday passing...

so i don really know how to appreciate u.....

i seriously donno how to.....

coz.....

ltr i take it to serious...

i will get hurt from u....

haiz...

wat to do...

haiz haiz...

i think is time to gv u some prove...

that hw much i love u...

erm.....

ADYQF...

i seriously like u...

ya i know i am stupid...

for liking u...

coz we both have no chance...

1st...

u like leng lui...

n i'm not ur cup of tea...

so...

1 fail....

2nd...

i'm bigger den u...

so 2 fail...

n i still dont really know u well...

bt u r kind, nice, quite cute n handsome...

haha....

maybe tats y i like u...

haha

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end...

i know u dont believe me like u...

till i seriously brave enough!!

haha

u will famous in my blog...

u know wat..

i will write ur name out...

n say how much i <3 u...

hehe...

love u...

so so so so so so so much....

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